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[01 Jun 2005|02:35pm] |
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I'm selling size 9 knee high boots. Made by Hot Topic. They were only worn maybe 10 times.. Give me $20 for them and they are yours. They have brand new hot pink laces with white stars on them.
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| So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered... |
[24 May 2005|01:07am] |
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I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight
And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
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[19 May 2005|09:03am] |
It's been a long time. Hmmm.. I'll start from most recent and backtrack to try and fill everyone in. Monday, I got my tongue pierced. Spur of the moment thing.. The healing process is SO BAD. I have MAD respect for everyone who's gone through it.
Last Friday, was prom. My dress was black down the front and back, white down the sides with corsetry going from armpit to hips on sides and rhinestones on the top front. It was nice. I went in a stretch limo with mah baby (dan :)), Sarah, Ronnie, Melissa, Addison, Kayla, and Andrew. It was fun. I DANCED!!! WOW.. I so don't dance. My hair looked good. Upside :) Food was good, pasta, rolls, ceasar salad, and boston creme pie cake. Yummy.
I've been going tanning lately.. I'm not so pasty anymore!!! Woohoo. Go me. =P My hair is blonde again.
My family got a new puppy about two/three months ago! He's SOOOO cute. He's a yellow lab. He's like.. 3/ 4 months old now? Behaving a lot better. He can sit, give paw, and lay down now :)
I don't work at Taco Bell anymore. I work at a clothing store now, Torrid. Way better :)
I'm going to UMASS Dartmouth in the fall.. yay.. Criminal Justice major now but I need to switch to either a Biology major or Biochemistry... Ultimately I would like to end up being a Forensic Pathologist.
I graduate on June 5th.. I'm having a party at my house at 3 pm. All of you are invited. Just call my celly to RSVP. 508 982 9529. I can give ya directions too.
Ummm... I think that's all for now folks. Latahz =D
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| Too funny and completely true! |
[07 May 2005|08:07pm] |
You Know You're From Massachusetts When...
The person driving in front of you is going 70 mph and you are cursing him for going too slow.
When ordering a tonic, you mean a Coke...not quinine water.
You actually enjoy driving around rotaries.
You almost feel disappointed when someone doesn't flip you the bird when you cut them off or steal their parking space.
You know how to pronounce the names of towns like Worcester, Billerica, Haverhill, Barre and Cotuit.
You have driven to New Hampshire on a Sunday in order to get beer.
You know that there are two Bulger brothers, and that they're both crooks.
You know what they sell at a packie.
You know at least one bar where you can get something to drink after last call.
You can actually find your way around Boston.
Evacuation Day is a recognized holiday.
You know what First Night is.
You know at least one guy named Sean, Pat, Whitey, Red, Bud or Seamus.
You think the rest of the country owes you for Thanksgiving and Independence Day.
You have never been to Cheers.
When the words 'WICKED' and 'GOOD' go together.
You knew that there was no chance in hell that the Pats would move to Hartford.
You have gone to at least one party at UMass.
The curse of the Bambino is taught in public schools.
You own a "Yankees Suck" shirt or hat.
You think Doug Flutie is the greatest athlete ever.
You remember exactly where you were when the ball rolled through Buckner's legs.
You pray for the Red Sox to win the World Series not this season, but in your lifetime.
You know how to make a frappe.
You know that "Big Dig" is also a kind of ice cream you can get at Brigham's.
You actually know how to merge from 6 lanes of traffic down to one.
You never go to "Cape Cod", you go "down the Cape".
You think that Roger Clemens, Wade Boggs and Derek Jeter are more evil than Whitey Bulger.
You went to Old Sturbridge Village, Plymouth Plantation, or both, on field trip in grammar school.
You're aware that there is a town, somewhere in Massachusetts, named Brimfield where they have the biggest outdoor antique market in the world.
You can drive to the mountains and the ocean all in one day.
You know that the Mass Pike is some sort of strange weather dividing line.
You know that P-Town isn't the name of a new rap group.
You know that Ludlow is 90% Portuguese and that Fall River is 90% Lebanese.
You do not recognize the letter "R" as a part of the English language.
You've called something "wicked pissa"
You have driven to either Rhode Island, New Hampshire or Vermont for a tattoo.
You see people like Steven Tyler (Aerosmith), Dicky Barret (The Mighty, Mighty Bosstones), and Evan Dando (The Lemonheads) in the local supermarket and it doesn't phase you.
You've slammed on your brakes to deter a tailgater
Know at least three Tony's, one Vinnie and a Frank(ie)
Paranoia sets in if you can't see a Dunkin Donuts, ATM or CVS within eyeshot at all times.
You keep an ice scraper and can of de-icer on the floor of your car...year round
You still try to order curly fries from Burger King
You order iced coffee in January
You know what candlepin bowling is
You drive 45 minutes to New Hampshire to save $5 in sales tax
You've pulled out of a side street and used your car to block oncoming traffic so you can make a left.
You've bragged about the money you've saved at The Christmas Tree Shop
You know what a "regular" coffee is
You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from Massachusetts.
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| Yeah biatch. |
[04 Apr 2005|09:06am] |
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Oh my goddess. I just had the BEST stretch EVER. =)
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| Pineapples. |
[21 Mar 2005|06:35pm] |
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| MWAH!!! |
[17 Mar 2005|11:36am] |
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Happy St. Patrick's Day! So I slept at Dan's last night.. for all that don't know, he's moving to Florida, Monday morning.. Stayed in bed a little too long, picked up Sarah, went to Dunkin Donuts and arrived at school at the beginning of third period.. Oh well all I missed was Study Hall and Photography.. and yes, two periods later I am in another study hall.. Shitty I have to stay after for detention from 1:52-2:30.. Long ass boring time. Oh well.. Research paper needs to be finished tonight then chillin' with Sarah and maybe Brianti.. Oh yeah, I'm blonde again.
Kissing
( Silly Online thing to pass the time in Study Hall... )
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[27 Feb 2005|09:43pm] |
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| I'm almost completely fucking legal!!! |
[22 Dec 2004|09:37am] |
Hey all I'm not sure if I'll be on at all in the coming week.. or even before Christmas, I am a busy little girl! However it is 3 days until Christmas/ My birthday! WOOHOOO
December 25th= 18 muthafuckin' years old biatch!!!
I hope everyone has a pretty good Christmas, and if possible a GREAT one. =D
Dan an I's anniversery is coming up too.. 2 years on January 5th ;) I love you baby!
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| Remember to late.. I've no respect for you. |
[12 Dec 2004|10:53pm] |
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It's funny how quickly one can suppress terrible memories. Something so horrid and particularly plaguing, pushed to the back of your mind, way, way, waaaay back.. until some(thing)(one) triggers them, causing them to flood back. Overwhelming you in pulsing hot panic. Your knees grow weak as your heart races almost piercing your chest. Helplessness being the inevitable black hole, swallowing you whole. It's funny how you can go through such painful, terrifying moments with the ones you care about the most, both of you sitting there helpless, so goddamn fucking helpless as to what is going on around you. You can look back fondly of memories of the past, remembering the good, the wonderful things.. the worst, already come, directly connected, suppressed.. You can look back at some situations in which you were completely fucking powerless and just dwell in the guilt and disgust of what happened, what you had to watch happen. Why you couldn't do a fucking thing in the world for some you care about the most when they needed you the most. Through tear filled eyes, all the apologies in the world can't forgive what you had to go through, helpless, but not alone. Even worse, with people there as utterly fucking helpless as yourself. NOTHING will ever make it okay. But you block it out. You remember after a long period of time has passed. You remember various events which you've been blessed not to think of until they were triggered. Nothing can change the past. Maybe suppression is taking advantage of not dwelling on the past. Isn't it funny how time can make everything go away. Maybe supression is a form of running away from all of your fears and guilts. Hanging your head low, not wanting to remember so many things. Fear and guilt turn into rage. Thanks for fucking being there. Completely fucking worthless son of a bitch. On a side note, in a memory now resurfaced, Kayla, I'm so so sorry I could do nothing but sit there, scared as fuck. Nothing will ever make it right, but we made it. I love you chica.
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| KG!!!!!! |
[09 Dec 2004|04:55pm] |
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| My knife is sharp and chrome.. and I'm fucking back. |
[06 Dec 2004|01:46pm] |
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| valleygurl666's LJ stalker is supernoyade! | | supernoyade is stalking you because they have you confused with someone else whom they love. They are also in jail for murder! |
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So.. anyone else get a $230 speeding ticket tonight? Fucking stateys..
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STOLEN FROM HALEY, ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) endofera |
[27 Sep 2004|09:22pm] |
my stats..
Date created: 2002-04-01 17:10:05
Date updated: 2004-09-27 16:41:09 one hour ago
Journal entries: 561
Comments: Posted: 1,008 - Received: 1,097
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| ¤Hello Kiki..¤ |
[27 Sep 2004|07:42pm] |
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Your Drag Queen Name is: Bera Breast
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December
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.
Take the quiz: "What does your birth month reveal about you?"
(Bold the ones that apply when you post yours!)
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| WE'RE OKAY! |
[25 Sep 2004|05:19pm] |
Yeah so I'm at Dan's right now.. he's sleeping he worked 10pm-6am last night.. I'm getting antsy it's already 5:30pm.. I think I'm meeting up with Jess and Kayla at All About Records later.. Work tomorrow. fuck. wow, it's actually a motherfucking ENTRY.
LAYER ONE:
-- first name: Jillian
-- middle name: Valeria
-- last name: Preston
-- nickname(s): Jillie, Jill, Illie, Ill
-- birthplace: Taunton, MA
-- current Location: As of right this second, Taunton, Dan's house..
-- eye color: bleu
-- hair color: blonde/ pink
-- height: 5'10
-- righty or lefty: righty
-- zodiac sign: capricorn
LAYER TWO:
-- your heritage: english, austrian, polish, portuguese
-- your fears: Nothing.. I fear nothing anymore..
-- your perfect pizza: Linguicia, or hawaiian..
-- goal you'd like to achieve: Lose weight eventually, get a better job, go toget into college..
LAYER THREE:
-- your most overused phrase on AIM: lol
-- your thoughts first waking up: goddamit..
-- your thoughts at bedtime: Mmm.. sleep.. hours of sleep..
-- your most missed memory: Being 15/16.. Hippie commune days..
LAYER FOUR:
-- pepsi or coke: Pepsi
-- mcdonald's or burger king: Taco Bell
-- single or group dates: Single
-- adidas or nike: Adidas and Etnies
-- lipton iced tea or nestea: Fuck iced tea..
-- chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla
-- cappuccino or coffee: coffeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
LAYER FIVE:
-- smoke: Yeah
-- curse: FUCK YOU!
-- sing: In my own privacy..
-- take a shower everyday: Of course
-- have a crush: I have a lover!
-- do you think you've been in love: I am right now..
-- want to go to college: Yup
-- like(d) high school: NOPE.
-- want to get married: Not really.. well yeah in like 10+ years..
-- believe in yourself: To an extent..
-- get motion sickness: YES
- think you're a health freak: No
-- get along with your parent(s): Now that I don't see em at all..
-- like thunderstorms: LOVE them!
-- play an instrument: drums
LAYER SIX:
in the past month...
-- drank alcohol: Yup
-- smoked: Yeah
-- done a drug: Yup
-- had sex: Yup
-- gone to the mall?: I fuckin' work there..
-- eaten an entire box of oreos: Goddess no.
-- eaten sushi: NEVER!
-- been on stage: No
-- been dumped: Nope
-- gone skating: Nope
-- made homemade cookies: Nope
-- gone skinny dipping: Nope
-- dyed your hair: Yes
-- stolen anything: Nope
LAYER SEVEN:
ever...
-- played a game that required removal of clothing: Yup
-- been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Hell yes
-- been caught "doing something": haha, yeah
-- changed who you were to fit in: In the mallrat days probably..
FUCK LAYER EIGHT. Stupid crap.
Yeah layer nine too..
LAYER TEN:
-- # of drugs taken illegally: I dunno
-- # of people i could trust with my life: No one, I've learned not to trust people. No matter how much you think you know, you don't know everything.
-- # of pets you have, what kinds, names: 35, peacocks, dogs a dog, horses
-- # of CDs that i own: I don't fucking know..
-- # of piercings: 5 in each ear, labret, nipples
-- # of tattoos: None at the moment
-- # of scars on my body: Too many
-- # of things in my past that i regret: A couple
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[12 Sep 2004|11:31am] |
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Eddie Ramsey was stabbed repeatedly last night at the Taunton Mall. Pronounced dead upon arrival at Morton Hospital. RIP.
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| Oh Baby.. |
[12 Sep 2004|11:08am] |
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SadoMasochism
Pain is your thing. You probably are tattooed or pierced, or enjoy giving tattoos or piercings. You use unusual objects as sex toys. In the bedroom, you're wild and untamed! Your motto is Hurts so good!
Take the quiz: "What Is Your Kink?"
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